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Owl to Pansy (only)

Pans, read.

Look, you know me better than anyone, except maybe Blaise. I've known you since we were kids. You've known about my unfortunate infatuation with Potter for a very long time and have kept my secret. I can't deny that I'm scared. I admit it.

I'm scared what would happen if I told him, if he found out.  What if he said no, Pansy? And today... You almost told him. You threw my heart on the line and watched it nearly get trampled. You know what I've gone through this past summer, Pans. You were there when mother killed herself. You saw my pain.  You're the only one.

I need you, Pansy, as much as I deny that. But I do.  I wouldn't have made it this far without you, and I need you back.

Are you listening?



( 1 lies — Don't Lie )
Sep. 26th, 2006 07:53 am (UTC)
You fucked up, Draco. You really hurt me tonight. You, of all people, should know not to curse me with that. My father used that curse to still me when he would rape me as a kid! How DARE you use that on me?! I’m crying my eyes out right now because of you.

I honestly don’t know if I want to be your friend anymore. I know you lost your mother. It was terrible what happened, but what you did to me tonight was even more terrible. I was helping you. Everyone knows you and Potter like each other, but both of you are too damn stubborn to admit it. I was trying to get it out there so you could just be with him and stop this nonsense. But how did you repay me? You blasted me down because your temper got too hot and didn’t even think of how it might affect me.

Well, I don’t know what to do. You’ll have to give me some time. Don’t send me a reply to this owl. Don’t talk to me on the train. Don’t talk to me at school. I’m upset enough to Crucio you right now, so just stay away. I have to figure out if you’re worth this much pain or not. I love you, Draco, but you went to far tonight and I just can’t deal with it anymore.

( 1 lies — Don't Lie )



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